I think I’m in love…

That is heaven.  That is my new favorite food.  Curried kale and sweet potatoes….sweet, spicy, warm, earthy.  Of course, with craisins on top!  I do have two other first loves, but this one ranks third right now. :-)  The state farmer’s market is a mere 3 minutes away from our apartment and I am spoiled rotten by the freedom to pop down there nearly every day if I wish.  I came home laden with piles of gorgeous produce the other day and was carried away by artistic visions of arranging its beauty on our kitchen table and snapping lovely photos worthy to post on the blog, provoking wistful sighs from all of you.  But, the kale was soaking wet, the sweet potatoes and beets were filmed with dirt, I was in a hurry to make dinner, (I’m sure the necessity of feeding Eva was mixed somewhere in there) and well, I wanted to eat the above, not just dream about it.  :-)

My second love during her tummy time the other day:

“Oooh, pwitty, pwitty…”

She was fascinated by the quilt’s colors and patterns…

 

Ok, Mamma, that was a lot of effort….

She loves her little froggy and turtles and contentedly talks and laughs at them for ages.  Just today, instead of wildly batting at the toys hanging off the bouncer, she began gently reaching out and touching them carefully, over and over again.  It’s such fun to watch her grow and develop!

Eva is such a lovey baby and I wonder if she ever tires of my incessant kisses? :-)

I’ve been in major experimental mode lately and will leave you with another successful discovery…

That happy cup is cacao pudding….any guesses as to the secret ingredients?

Morning conversation

Eva loves to “talk”, especially in the morning when her little tummy is full, diaper is clean and dry, and the sun is streaming through the slider.  Or is it mamma’s punk rocker hair sticking up in every direction?  I attempted to get her going and catch it on film this morning.  She’s usually much noisier, giggly and wiggly, but this time was distracted by the camera.  I hope you enjoy a little taste of the fun we have!   These days, I want to just sit on the couch and “chat”…forget the laundry!

I’m sorry the video is so long!  I wanted to take out the boring bits, where I’m rambling and she’s only staring, but I don’t know how to use the editing software.  I’ll ask Sam to give me a lesson so future videos will be shorter….only clips of the fun stuff!

Smile

When you’re out and about, do you smile?  Have you ever thought about smiling as a mission?  A ministry? 

I spent last weekend in Greensboro at the Women of Faith conference and was challenged by one of the guest speakers, Andy Anderson.  In the middle of his hilarious talk, he gave an example about being different--a bold, “living” Christian without really saying much at all….just smiling.  We were in stitches over his antics illustrating how when you sincerely smile at others, they impulsively respond with a smile, and they have no clue why they’re smiling at you.  You could ask them anything with a huge, gaping grin on your face and they’ll grin back, affirming whatever you said.   Then, Andy chortled, start adding that happy little nod in there and you’ll get even more enthusiastic responses.

Yes, yes, of course when I go out, I try to be pleasant and polite, sometimes with the motive to cheer up the clerk, cashier or customer service rep, thinking that it’s the right thing to do, that they have a rough job dealing with crabby, self-focused shoppers and I don’t want to add to that burden, etc.  Sometimes that attitude is driven by fear, because I was on the receiving end of bad attitudes while working in a restaurant.  But passively gliding through such interactions doesn’t take much effort (unless I’m having a REALLY rotten day).  And, to be honest, sometimes even being nice is being selfish….I want everyone to be pleased with me or to treat me nicely, ‘cause I’m trying to be sweet.

But REALLY smiling….the kind of smile where you look the person in the eye with a purposeful, sincere, I-care-about-you-and-want-to-shine-the-light-of-Jesus-into-your-soul kind of look, takes way more effort.  It’s different then smiling so someone will be pleasant in return or to keep the grade of their work day from dipping.  Active loving is harder than that and I am no longer a part of the equation.  I have to forget about me and make it all about them.  It becomes a ministry and a gift of love and I must really pay attention.

Summoning the courage to search out and hold someone’s gaze and not let it go until they “accept” my smile isn’t easy for a recovering wall flower and introvert.  Talk about butterflies.  But I began experimenting and the results are encouraging….I was prepared to minister, but I didn’t expect to have my heart drawn towards the “stranger on the street”. 

It took a few eternal seconds of purposeful, earnest smiling in Target the other day (stomach flipping), before the customer service rep finally noticed.  She gave me another look, right in the eye, and called me sweetie.

  P.S. Taking a baby with you is cheating….

Muffinhead

So I’ve been forming many grand plans for this blog, composing clever posts, and inventing marvelous layouts with pictures of our little family (some taken and some not)….all in my head.  Yes, sadly, I’ve failed again at updating you, my dear friends and family, as to the goings on in our lives.   Admit it, all you really want are pictures of our “muffinhead”.  Where that nickname came from I don’t know, but it’s sticking, and at this point, she doesn’t seem to mind.

I adore kid’s overalls and I love dressing Eva in green as it brings out her bit of flaming fuzz.  But when the overalls covered the three hearts on her onsie, I needed help fending off the “what a cute boy” comments.  Hmmm, quick fix:  the hat lovingly knitted for Eva by her “auntie” Kelsey. :-)

Did I mention she “talks” to us ALL the time?  The giggles, cooing, smiles, wiggles, and “conversation” turns Mamma and Daddy into puddles of glee.  Forget dishes, I just want to sit on the couch and “chat”.

Melissa was here this past weekend and Eva very earnestly tried to tell her something….what, I wonder?

Camo baby….Auntie Leah’s influence.  Unfortunately that day, this way cool outfit lasted through only one nap.

My six week (which was more like eight week) check-up with Dr. Tahtawi.  She was an amazing doctor and I’ll miss being her patient!  Check out the pudge popping over those jeans. :-)

Studying with Daddy…

Getting ready to go for a walk in her most amazingly amazing jogging stroller…

There!  And I’ve left out SO much….but the posts are spinning in my poor befuddled mommy brain and I hope I can bring them into some sort of order soon!

Our Fuzzy Pumpkin is a delight and makes us laugh.  (Daddy’s nickname which ever grows in popularity.)

Much love to you all!